The Biggest Loser

I found out that my cousin Sarah ( who has been dating the same guy for the last 6 years ) is finally getting married! She asked me to be a bridesmaid! At first, I was super excited to actually be the bridesmaid and NOT the bride! lol But then reality set in........I am going to be standing in front of God and everyone............FAT! I guess it wouldn't be as bad, but my other cousin is the Maid of Honor and she has 2 other bridesmaids besides me. They all have rocking bodies, gorgeous skin and hair....and then there is me! So, my New Years Resolution is to lose weight. I am an emotional eater anyway, and with my current relationship status, I find myself eating when I am lonely, bored, etc....... I hope I can do it! The wedding is scheduled for November!